Shit-Wrecked

So for the last 3 weeks I have been achieving every target I set for myself.

I'm like nasher out of "The Beano"

Put some work in front of me and...

Nash, Nash, Nash

It's done

Next,

Next,

Next!

Which is great as I'm by nature... a lazy bastard

So its a big deal for me.

You could say that I'm on a roll

I have written almost 30 blog posts in the last 4 weeks

Starting work at 6.30am every morning


Yesterday though

I said

Fuck it..

Yes I dropped an F bomb

If you don't like it snowflake.... be gone

I'm not for you

You see

I'm real person who has real problems like you.

I have my flaws, I'm not perfect.

I'm Not a happy clappy moron, everything is awesome! "Personal trainer"

That post pictures of their abs and their chicken and broccoli lunch on Facebook

everyday at 1pm

Where was I...?
 
I couldn't go on, I was wrecked, fed up, exhausted

My own name was not even on the tip of my tongue

But to be honest things have caught up with me now

I'm felt shite, tired and emotionally drained.

Why?

Because I had been working my ass off on minimum sleep.

I made an attempt to execute a part of a project I'm working on

Things didn't go as I had planned
 

I made shite of it, if I'm honest

Why?

Incorrect planning.

A tired, overworked, under rested mind

I was so close to doing a Jimi Hendrix destruction number on the situation in my frustrated 
 overwhelmed, exhausted state

But I realized I'm burnt out, need rest and I cannot move on without energy to do so.




I'm seeing the bigger picture if you will
 



Instead of being hard on myself for my short comings and failures in the short term

I'm going to give my plan another go soon when I have the energy and a clear head to do it.





When I do it next time I  have no doubt it will work.



All I have to deal with is my own lack patience




Things happen to slow us down.




Whether it be a pulled muscle, a cold or an illness




Its just synchronicity looking out for you




Its just your body telling you to..chill man




Slow Down mate




Take your time




Where you are now is only the beginning of where you are going



Not the end


It's not the end until you lie down and die


So rest up today my friend and tear it up tomorrow 


You will get there

FLaw-LOR